Today is Evan's B-day party! Maybe after today my life will go back on track. No more running around, making deposits, etc... and then I can focus on that fact that Ethan starts school on Tuesday :( I know he needs it and it is going to be good for him, but I can't stop but thinking that my baby will be away from us even if it's for a few hours...
My baby is turning "1" next week and I am feeling sad, believe it or not. I feel as if time flew by and I didn't enjoy him (although I really did). I am quite proud of myself, I am still nursing him. I love to watch him interact and play with his big brother. He has such a great personality, a fabulous appetite (unlike Ethan), and an everlasting smile. He is truly a great baby! My baby is growing right in front of my eyes and that selfishly makes me sad. I will enjoy him though. I plan to enjoy them both to the fullest.
